That's today.
I try to prep his little 20 month old mind. I talk about the hospital, and how the doctors will make him sleep, and how I'll be there, and Jesus will be in the room. I tell him. And I hug him.
It's just really hard.
I just want to stay home. And read books, and putter in my garden, and clean the kitchen, and fold some laundry, and run around out back. But, like I said yesterday, I'm going to keep up my courage. Today is meant to be today.
{keep up your courage sweet Samuel Josiah}
Specific Prayer Requests
...calm heart for Samuel. He was nervous and scared yesterday at the doctor's office...that Samuel can deal with having no food till almost 2pm.
...during the procedure {12noon -1pm}
...steady hand for the surgeon
...that Samuel does not develop croup afterwards
...for kind and caring staff
...that the biopsy sample sites are taken in the right spots {they'll be taken throughout the intestinal tract}
...complete healing
...strength for me - specifically when I go back to the operating room while they put him asleep
...wisdom for the anesthesiologist
...that I can feel the Lord's presence throughout the day.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
for more information about Celiac Disease click on Samuel's story.